4.02.2005

taenang umaga to!

its barely an hour since i woke up. It was a gay saturday morning when suddenly someone just wasted everything. MOM. For many years since she and dad separated palagi nlng ganito. She never grew tired of sour graping when it comes to me and my dad. Hindi pa ba sapat yung pinili kong tumira sa kanya kesa sa daddy ko? Hindi pa sapat na sa loob ng pitong taon araw araw kaming magkasama. Pilit kong iwasan yung tatay ko sa para lang ipakita na galit ako sa tatay ko dahil sa ginawa niya sa atin. Hanggang sa nanyari na ngang magalit ako ng tuluyan. Ngayon na kahit papaano eh napatawad ko na tatay ko at kahit papaano eh nagbobonding kami para matakpan yung pitong taon na medyo nawala sa aming dalawa hindi pa rin matanggap ng nanay ko na may isa pa akong magulang na dapat bigyan ng atensyon at kaukulang pagmamahal. Im really getting tired of this set up. Para wala ng away ako nalang kaya magisa ang titira sa isang bahay. Sila naman kaya yung mag schedule ng dalaw at kung ano ano pa. Akala kasi nila madali lang para sakin eh..punyeta hinde. Im fucking tired of hearing mommy say..'e kasi daddy mo lang naman ang pinakikinggan mo e' 'sha lang naman sinusundod mo' 'magsama na kayo ng daddy mo' tae. ano ba! hindi ba niya alam na pagnagpaalam ako kay daddy unang itatanong nun kung pumayag na nanay mo? pag hindi wala na..no futher questions asked. palagi nalang ganito. sawang sawa na ko mehn. seryoso. Feeling ko issue dito yung pagtulog ko kay daddy pag week end. Kung ayaw niya e d sana she shouldve said NO right there and then para hindi ganto na ako yung naiipit. uuggghhh! im getting tired of my life. I need help. I feel helpless. the only consolation i get is my friends. You know who you are. I love you guys!


ok na ko..=)

~niña~ 4.01.2005

Sneakers

What kind of shoe are you?

~niña~

april fooL's day!

pautang!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahahahahaha!

~niña~ 3.31.2005

natteeenggg =)

gutttooom naaa ko!!!! sawa na ko mag diet!!!!! gusto ko ng lechon kawali,crispy pata,ice cream at lahat ng bagay na masarap at may calories!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shet..nababaliw na ko..sorry!!!!=)

~niña~ 3.29.2005

god is so good =)

Eagles eye redemption under new coach Black

Posted 00:18am (Mla time) Mar 29, 2005
By Jasmine Payo
Inquirer News Service



Editor's Note: Published on page A23 of the Mar. 29, 2005 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer
THE ATENEO Eagles are seriously looking to turn their fortunes around.
After failing to meet expectations in the last UAAP season, Ateneo de Manila University yesterday signed up multi-titled mentor Norman Black as its head coach.
"I'll try to develop the character of the team," said Black, who replaced youthful coach Sandy Arespacochaga. "I want a good defensive team. I want the players to have the ability to run, to shoot with a high percentage and have an up-tempo game."
A title-favorite in the 2004 UAAP season, Ateneo was highly criticized for collapsing in the second round after an impressive seven-game sweep.
The Eagles settled for third place, finishing with a 10-5 record.
"In the last two weeks, it was deliberated on by the university, the administration, management and the coaching staff," said Ateneo team manager Paolo Trillo.
Rebuilding process
"Coach Norman and Sandy had already worked together and they make a good team.
It's all part of the rebuilding process."
Black joined the Ateneo as team development consultant in May 2004.
Arespacochaga, who was appointed as head coach in December 2003 replacing the resigned Joel Banal, will remain in the staff as Black's first assistant.
"I have no problem with the setup," said Arespacochaga. "Things are clear with ourselves, where we want the team to go."
Although the next UAAP season will not kick off until July, Black expressed confidence that he has enough time to make the squad regroup.
"There will be adjustments in the system but they won't be as big as you think," said Black, who won 10 Philippine Basketball Association championships as a coach, including a grand slam for San Miguel Beer in 1989. "It will take some time, admittedly. But I think we have enough time to get it done."
The Eagles, who last won the UAAP title in 2002, remain as one of the top picks this season. Thus, Black understands the high demands he has to face.
Pressure to win
"Every time you're involved with coaching, there's always the pressure to win," he said. "But my goal is to make the team perform to its potential."
Black, however, remains cautious with his forecast this season.
"It depends on who stays and who'll leave," he noted. "The balance of power depends on some people who will exit to the PBA. So it's hard to pick the top teams."
L.A. Tenorio, Ateneo's prized point guard, is reportedly considering leaving for the pros.
"We're optimistic that he will still be part of the team," said Black.
PLDT chief executive officer Manny Pangilinan, the Eagles' top patron, also remained guarded with his predictions.
"It's difficult to say how strong the team will be in the coming season," he said. "Other teams are also rebuilding. It's part of our job right now to manage expectations.
"But I think we have the right combination. Norman has the experience and Sandy has the talent."

~niña~

i can still remember the day i wrote in this blog that im going to update it regularly but due to some reasons and basically the main reason is laziness so it took me a while to update again. haha. anyway, school is over finally. no books to read. no projects to cram. no soupy exams that would really drain my brains. im finally out of that school yeah. at....SENIOR na ako! yeaaahhh! haha. one more year and im really OUT of aa! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
last tuesday iya,dom,beh,pam,cams,bea and moi went to greenhills to celebrate pam's birthday.
we headed for theatre mall because iya has to meet up with jared and we are all supposed to watch a movie
but since the movie is not until around 5:20ish cams,pam,dom and i decided to go to the tiangge while bea nd beh
looked for an atm kasi kailangang mag withraw ni bea. The three of us went gaga over super cheap tops. pinaka mura na nakuha namin was 180 dalawang top na yun.
we decided not to watch movie anymore since we all got contented with what we bought plus the fact that we dont have money anymore! haha.
we all got tired of walking so we decided to stay in starbucks. dom wanted nachos so we bought nachos!=)
we stayed there until its time to go to super bowl. finally iya came over to super bowl jared wasnt with her na. dom,cams and i went to goodies and sweets first to get pam her bday cake!=)
we went back to superbowl just in time to eat. WE ATE A LOT! as in A LOT! haha. the staff even sang a birthday song just for pam plus she got a complimentary ice cream!:D
we all went back to goodies and sweets to eat the cake. it was heaven. we all decided to go to podium
iya and pam had a drink and they all went home afterwards. i stayed behind since daddy was there and i had to do something for the parking lot.
i went home na rin after a while. ayun. holy week was like any other. i decided to stay here and do the usual things i do during cuaresma. black saturday
i went home to daddy's house which i will be doing weekly =) actually sa parañaque ako natulog haha. kasama frat friends ni daddy and their families.
enjoy naman. kumain lang ako ng kumain. tom ill go out with some friends to look for a suitable review class.=)
imma get out of the house! yeahhh! saturday..kay daddy ule. gimik sa gabi yan..seryoso! haha =) today is sooooo boring. i just wke up from a 5 hour siesta. gutom na ko!=)

~niña~ 2.13.2005

wala lang..=)

friday- my girls and i went to eastwood. cams and i had a date while our daughters had their own dates. it was fun naman.=)

saturday- went to galleria and to the lasalle fair. it was ok naman. it was nice seeing my friends again..=)=)=)

~niña~ 2.09.2005

its a half day!

the report cards were given today! crap those grades im not showing them to my parents until next week. actually,after all the 'lakads' i have this week! haha.
my great grand father in bulacan died yesterday afternoon. he is 97 and im going to miss him a lot. i remember when i was a kid tatay [what i call him] and nanay [what i call my lola] would indulge me those yummy delis everytime i go to the ancestral in bulacan. i might not go to scholl tommorrow and spend the day in Bulacan...

~niña~ 2.05.2005

addicted to care bears!

yes,for one reason or another im getting addicted to those oh-so-adorable care bears. i love wish bear which is my alter ego! haha! anyway, after school we went to katipunan for the usual after schooli chill out sessions we do almost every week. we first stopped to get xavee [cai's bro] in the grade school but he was not around. we heard familiar drum beats coming from the blue eagle gym and decided to check it out. we thought it was a babble prac but hey! thanks to agot's tito he told us it was an ateneo vs lasalle game. home and away tourn ampota! i saw la,bugs and doug. they werent playing because they are playing for micaba ata. johan,yuri,ford,jc,chris,martin and the others played for home and away. there were few lasalle players were there watching! it made my day! i really miss the uaap and i cant wait for july. Afterwards we went across ateneo to the stretch of katipunan avenue and ate. we stayed at world topps and just talked and talked and talked. migs came also because nica asked him formally to the prom. Most of my friends got their dream prom dates and i didnt..joy! but hey..im happy with my date..i just wish everything will go smoothly on the night itself...its 20 days to go till that night!

~niña~